Where do my blogs go?

It has been a while since I have written. I guess blogging truly is like a traditional diary! I remember countless times apologizing to my diary about not writing. It almost became a person! A significant other, of sorts! Why do we feel such a strong commitment to our diaries? Maybe it is because it's essentially a commitment to the self. If you do not make time for your thoughts, it is almost as if you are condemning yourself! In all honesty, though, I do not want to write unless I have something essential to get out into the world. I do not want to write about the mundane and the mundane, unfortunately, seems to absorb much of my thoughts lately. That is why I want to know: where do my blogs go? After I write this, will it float out there in cyberspace, never to be seen? Will it impact anyone? Will writing it make me feel better? I have come to a crossroad where I need to decide if I want to write for myself or if I want to write for others. I do not yet have an answer.