Stuck

I want to be happy! Truly happy! There are people out there who seem to be happy all the time but everyone knows that it is not genuine. I want to be one of those truly happy people that just let things slide off their back.

So, evidently, I am not allowed to say anything. Every time I open my mouth, I am in the wrong, according to some. Why is it that I am not allowed to speak my mind while others are allowed to do so? I am so sick of being forced to stand at the sidelines when all I want to do is call it like I am seeing it! I am so sick of constantly analyzing every little thing I say and do! My brain is completely scrambled and I can't keep things straight. I need to get away from everyone and everything. But I can't. Because of money and practicality, I can't. I am completely stuck.